What a great day that was....
I can remember it so vividly, like it was an hour ago....
29 years ago, I was dating my first love and first beloved husband....
I found out I was pregnant, (with my second child) but our first, I was so nervous to tell him...
So I waited till we went to go dancing and playing pool, I figured it would soften the blow, because I was terrified to tell Gary....
So I told him, and of course he had, had a little to drink and it was very noisy, he didn't react...
I figured ok so I told him, so i felt a since of relief.....
And then the next morning I was so scared of him actually remembering what I had actually told him.
I remember I was in the kitchen, helping my Mom cook breakfast, (Gary always stayed over and slept on the couch when we would go out).
I was in the kitchen by myself, and Gary came up behind me, he put his arms around my waist standing behind me; and he whispered in my ear....
I'm making sure I wasn't dreaming when you told me last night we were going to have a baby, my heart jumped in my stomach, I didn't turn around, I stood there, I didn't want him to let me go and I was afraid if I turned around and looked at him I would lose the moment....
I said yes honey, we are going to have a baby.....
He said, you don't know how happy you have made me.....I can not describe the feeling i had at that moment....I wanted it to last forever.....I turned around and said, your aren't mad, he said OMG no,
why would I be.....we are having a baby and I'm so happy.....
He was silent for a moment, and then he said.....I love you Gina.....I feel so lucky and blessed to have you in my life.....
That was the most incredible moment for me.....I felt relief, blessed and so loved....
I go back to that time and although my heart hurts for a moment, only because I'm with out him now,
I can still feel him with me when I think of that time, and the most incredible thing about that memory is I can still his beautiful smiling face....and how happy he was at that very moment....
Our love still lives...and our bond is still strong.....
169 DGV.....
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