Looking back I see things the way they really were, it pierces my heart again, like
little push pins.....I only wish you could have loved me the way you love your addiction...
I pushed you away, I walked away from us.....but not from you....
I tried to stay in my little part of the world, but your love enticed me back once again....
I thought all would be right, I thought you would be true to my heart again as I always have'
been to yours.....
Once again, you chose your addiction....and left me in the cold.....
The Addiction....The Abuse.....and I still loved you I still love you.....even still even now....
You Moved on to another.....But my heart is still in the same place...as if waiting for you to come
home.....How sad am I of a person....that I still love you......
Even Still......
Even Now.....