Saturday, December 29, 2018

Little Boy Lost

You Were Our Joy....

You Were Our Happy....

But Sadness Enveloped You....

I Could Not Get Through To Your Heart.....

I Still Cry Out For....

My Little Boy Lost....

Peace.....

There You Were

I Was Blinded For So Long.....

I Chose Not To See.....

I Choked On My Tears.....

I Tried To Hang On......

I Cried Out Your Name....

And.....

There You Were..


Peace

Silver Lining

Most Days......
Some Days.....

When Things Are Going Down Hill.....

I Just Take Your Hand.....We Climb The Mountain.....

We Take A Walk In The Clouds.....

And You Always Help Me Find My Silver Lining....

Peace...

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

Bundle Of Love

You Burst Into My Life...

A Bundle Of Joy I Am Full Of Love...

I Watch You Grow And Smile With Pride...

Slow Down Little One....You Grow To Fast...

It Makes Me Wish For Days That Have Past....

You Have Taken My Heart....

And Filled It With Love....

Slow Down Little One....Don't Grow So Fast....

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Strength And Wisdom

Life is a journey....

It's a never ending lesson.....

It isn't a race....

Life is meant to be cherished....

At times you have to have the strength to keep moving....

When you don't know which way to turn, at times you feel as though giving up is the only
answer.....

Then you must have the wisdom to know,

That Life is a journey....

And We have many lessons to be learned....

Peace

Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Stabbed

Once again as if the same CD playing the same song over and over again.....

You Stab me in the heart....You pierce my soul with you words....

You feel as though you should be judge and jury of my life, of me....

You think you can tell me you view without seeing mine....

Do you think because you see things differently that you are right?

Do you think because you haven't walked in my shoes you can tell me how I could have done it?

Do you think at your age, that you have ever struggled more than anyone else?

Maybe you need to stand back and look at yourself,

Maybe then you would see not everything is black and white.....

Thursday, June 21, 2018

Even Still

I loved you, with my whole heart and soul.....

Looking back I see things the way they really were, it pierces my heart again, like 
little push pins.....I only wish you could have loved me the way you love your addiction...

I pushed you away, I walked away from us.....but not from you....

I tried to stay in my little part of the world, but your love enticed me back once again....

I thought all would be right, I thought you would be true to my heart again as I always have'
been to yours.....

Once again, you chose your addiction....and left me in the cold.....

The Addiction....The Abuse.....and I still loved you I still love you.....even still even now....

You Moved on to another.....But my heart is still in the same place...as if waiting for you to come
home.....How sad am I of a person....that I still love you......

Even Still......

Even Now.....